Been rather neglecting this blog of mine. Having a flu right also does not help much… Well, been watching the series Heroes lately so I thought the following is quite appropriate because the characters in that show are constantly asking why they were given the gifts (of special powers):

The real seeker of truth never seeks truth. On the contrary, he tries to clean himself of all that is untrue, inauthentic, insincere – and when his heart is ready, purified, the guest comes. You cannot find the guest, you cannot go after him. He comes to you; you just have to be prepared. You have to be in a right attitude.

Osho, 1931-1990